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In 1993 my mother died
from complications caused by severe osteoporosis. She experienced
incredible pain and my family and I were devastated as we witnessed this
gentle woman’s suffering. Several days after her funeral I retreated to
my bedroom to be alone with my own sense of loss. Sitting cross-legged
on the bed, I tried to come to terms with her difficult passing.
For some reason, I felt
an urge to pick up the sympathy card on my night table. I reached for a
pen and turned the card over. A stillness entered me and I barely
breathed as I watched a green light surround my hand. A voice within
said, “You are right, it is beautiful, there is light, I am fine.” My
eyes filled with tears and I cried as if my heart was breaking. My hand
was shaking as I wrote the words that I knew were from my dear mother.
That message was followed
by many more as I was drawn deeper into communication with my own inner
being. A doorway opened between worlds with her comforting message. I
was encouraged to continue meditating, and to learn from the voice
within. There were lapses during this process when the world drew me
away from meditation. But I was to discover that when I was connected to
my spirit, my life was infinitely more peaceful.
I was lovingly told that I must cultivate discernment, and that this
inner process was my exploration into Love. I believe we all can tap
into the wisdom of our deeper Self, by practicing quiet inner listening.
My need to find solace at the passing of my mother opened me to what we
all have –an incredible potential to know the totality of our true Self.
This section will contain some of the messages I have received over the
years, which may be of interest to others on their own spiritual
journey.
The Power of Love
The Coming Changes
The Highest Path of Service
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